emptiness and loneliness

a poem I wrote...

Emptiness and loneliness are friends
They hold each others hand in the rain
Sometimes they’re even called the same
Why do they make me feel so distant and bound
All while busy without a sound

- Alisa Apps

Who are you?

Who are you?
….I am raw authenticity with a sexy glance
No fake glossy bullshit – the world is obese with it.

CHURCH - Easter day

Church is not a place or a building.
You dont have to go there to be there.
Church is a part of you; its who you are.

Start of my new song I started today

While you wait in the darkness
I fly in the light
Trying to find what broke your soul
and make you become whole

Where are you when we sleep?
You drift away and weep.....

My Mission Statement

Like Jesus is the Infinite Son...I am the Infinite Sun.
Bringing everlasting light to the world through my music, television productions. movies and foundations.

With your help, I will not only become you ambassador of hope and justice but I will also be the revolution that is desperately needed in this world.

Imagine. Me being your voice and your angel of light throughout the Globe...similar to the way Princess Diana was able to touch so many people's lives; so will I.

Join me on my adventurous journey and lets champion the world together...through music.

CONFUSION - segmented mind

Cloudy and caged in
I'm numb to the genius world around me
It moves and screams foul words
But I can no longer hear
The path of riotousness awaits me
But its lonely above the pale clouds
I'd much rather stay
With strangers that stare
Than basking in continuous frivolous delights

An email fom SakuraJurai - YouTube

I want to share a vey special email that was sent to me today via my YouTube regarding my song/video "How Do I Make Right". Click here to watch it

what a lovely song! Thank you for sending it to me, it made me cry.
I can relate,I haven't spoken to my dad in a year because he said some really bad things about my sister and I. He's apologized numerous times, but I wasn't ready to forgive him. Now listening to your video, I started to remember all the good things, especially images of my child hood of us hanging out and playing video games.
I think i'll give him a call.
Thank you
I subscribed! I look forward to hearing more of your wonderful voice ^-^

Thank you for sending this to me SakuraJurai. You really touched me.

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