Sex and Talent

Can one be sexual and still be talented?
In our current society it seems as though we separate talent from sexuality; that they are two separate entities, which have nothing to do with each other.
Why do we do this? Is it because we are affixed to one stroke of the spectrum rather than all of it? Are there not many sides to our sexuality? A playful side. How about us holding back our sexuality – repressed. A warm nurturing entity as well as a rough dominant side. An intellectual sexuality. A careful cautious one. A sorrowful sexuality. Why when we are so multifaceted in our intimate nature do we only see surface and normally only present the surface? I’m really ailing of seeing just surface…give me both!!

Compromising Times and Places

When I was 18 I compromised for a car and got a lemon.
As a child I always wanted to be loved so I took abuse as friendship.
I still shut my mouth when I know I should talk.
Once I went to a brothel in Austria...don't ask.
In 3rd grade I stole my classmate’s art project because it was better than mine.
Everyday I still think I could have done more.

Life experience has brought me down many roads...
Yet I know thousands of mistakes are still ahead of me.

Magical Child

If I had the time, it would be really fun to go to my grandma's old farm and find a big apple tree to climb up into and watch the corn fields move in the breeze, to hear the fish jump from the pond and run around chasing the cats in my bare feet; singing and laughing. I would always go to my grandma's farm in Pennsylvania to visit the family on the big holidays. My grandma's gone now and I'm not sure what happened to the farm. But that would be fun. What would you do if you had more time?